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[Jun. 29th, 2010|12:40 am] |
another random post.
i am really tired lately, school start, lack of sleep and retests all one after another. serve me right for not going for the SDD and RSL test and now i'm suffering. oh well, desserts. passed FMM and BRF. my only worry is IBS and i suspect that i will get a single digit cos i didnt know what i was studying for that. BMD hopefully can pass with some luck.
tmr going for job interview, hope i get it. need some money to pamper myself. lol. didnt do the toys-r-us stock take in the end cos the numbers were too small ): feel really guilty to ps lilin and baby. sorry sweeties. ): i promise i'll live the night tgt with you! especially lilin! guilty much ):
okay off to study now, bye people |
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| back to LJ, and happy monthsary |
[Jun. 21st, 2010|01:54 am] |
decided to switch back to LJ, so for those reading this on friend's page, good for you. dont think i have any more readers since i deleted my blog without a sound, but yea, smart people should know where to locate me. HAHA.
anyway here to pen a short post. many things happening lately, i'm drained.
happy 26th monthsary my dear. :D |
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| lost |
[Apr. 4th, 2010|12:12 pm] |
lack of updates lately. no mood to blog. the more i look at year 3, the more i feel uncomfortable. as my CII once said, we cannot live in our comfort zone forever, and im feeling very very uncomfortable. it might have been a mistake i made last sem, i feel very lost and just like, i don fit in. oh well. poly life is ending in a year, a new chapter is about to begin.
closing this blog till i find the mood to blog again. bye. |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2010|10:35 pm] |
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i utterly ADORE babies. as in really. just babies. that cannot talk, walk and stumble and do weird stuff all the time. babies can just light up my day, and if there's an older and younger sibling around, i will always, always go for the younger one. don know how, i am very fond of babies and toddlers. kids? hahaha, not so much, babies are charming!
just a random post la. haha. suddenly found so many cuties looking at me i couldnt resist sharing this affection of mine on this blog :D
arent they the sweetest little things?aww. hahaha. maybe thats why sometimes when i feel like quitting school, i just think of these adorable faces and... i feel like quitting even more! HAHA. lucky i have a very clear headed boyf who wont do anything rash, so meanwhile, my dream of having a happy family will remain a dream until, maybe 2 or 3 more years' time?
you always know what to do, you always know where to go. you lead me on the right path, and somehow unlike many other guys, lust never seems to get the better of you. after marriage and a smile is all you answer me, and i feel so comforted and loved, sometimes worried that you may leave me one day, yet comforted by the fact that you know what you're doing, and target for a wonderful life in the future instead of having to bear any responsibilities now. and as usual, im dreaming of us 2 years later, with our own kids, own house and dreaming of what their room is gonna be like, how our room s gonna be like... how waking up with you by my side would be so magical each day, and how falling asleep by your side every night would make me feel so beautiful and contented. you never said anything that made me feel ugly, you always made me feel like the princess i never was. you simply take my breath away, and i hope our story never has an end.
` you showed me something that i couldn't see
opened my eyes and made me believe
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[Mar. 22nd, 2010|11:01 pm] |
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lack of updates for abit so gonna do some mass updating now.
last friday met up w sharms jh and glenda for dinner, kinda a little farewell for sharms, who is away in china now. went to watami at ion and the food was quite nice :D though dessert abit disappointing, the main course was delicious! after that walked around awhile, and headed home. had fun catching up, though it was a pity michelle was unable to come.
on sunday woke up at 5.45 and fetched jh to airport to send sharms off. baby stayed over on saturday, so lucky for jh and me, we didnt hav to wake up so early. talked abit with sharms and she headed in. was kinda worried for me, i think i have anxiety problems. hope she will be fine, and should be gg to see her again on april 1 (: sharms to me is considered one of my closest and most trusted friend, one of the friends that have been close with me ever since sec1 and the friend who disturbs me the most for every little thing, yet provides me with much laughter and enjoyment when we spend time together. she is more than a friend, to me, almost like a sister i never had. haha. i rarely speak like this of people so be honoured! miss you alot babe!
after that, met up with wy and mich dearest to get jo's present! shopped around and headed to astons to meet up with everyone to cele jo's belated 19th. had dinner and headed to esplande and camwhored! HAHA. hell lot of fun! love you girls! <3 pics too long to upload because of the bloody big size file, so its all up in fb :D
finally, happy belated 23rd month deary (: its been almost 2 years! hard to believe right! hahaha! get well soon okay? the feeling of you falling sick is like. i feel so weak suddenly. you have always been the one around to love me, to hoax me, to pacify me, to take care of me. now when you lie on the bed looking so exhausted and drained, i suddenly feel so vulnerable, as though if you collapse, i cannot hold on anymore too. feel so helpless and useless. when i'm sick you always know what to do, how t care for me, how to make me feel better. when you're ill i can't do a single shit to make you better ): i'm a lousy girlf, terrible girlf. ): forgive me baby. i love you so so much, sometimes i just don know how to show it. take care and get well soon bee. once again, happy 23rd. |
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| cute |
[Mar. 18th, 2010|10:18 pm] |
received a cute email and extracted those i find funny. have a good laugh! :D
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[Mar. 18th, 2010|09:09 pm] |
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sorry for the lack of updates readers, if there's still any left. hahaha. work is slack but tiring and i'm glad tmr i s friday, which would mark the end of my 3rd week at attachment.
nothing much lately, very routine life and time with darling just gets lesser and lesser, but we're happy and the love is stronger than ever. anyway, i bought my EOS CANON 500D. still trying it out, very difficult to take nice photos but gonna persevere since i already bought it. haha.
today at work, i realised that one of my colleges is a numerologist! its very cool, he can tell you your character and personality by looking only at your birthdate. and it is relatively true. to a large extent. he did it for me FOC :D damn honoured cos i believe he didnt do this for anyone else in the office. LOL. an here's what being born on 12121991 says about me:
- very cautious when making friends
- quiet and conservative by nature (inner self)
- can be very bad tempered at times
- career would be built using my MOUTH (eg. suitable jobs: lawyer, bank manager)
- very sensitive to money, money tends to come and go
- fire element
- committed
- peacemaker; when i'm around, problem is solved
- have 3 kids :DD
- face a lot of ups and downs
- strong-willed and determined
- lucky number: 3
- lucky colour: red, purple, pink
how true is that? for me i find it quite true, you judge. haha. he is a very nice man and helped me derive fh's personality too. and it was... stunning. i wrote his birthdate down on the paper. 09111990. and he said at once 'wow where you find such a good guy?' here's what he said about fh:
- very successful in life (he said if by 30 fh didnt have at least $250k to his name, go find him LOL)
- independent
- very capable, good in business
- will go very far in the future
- plan things ahead and knows what he wants very clearly
- ego WAY too high
- think he is always right (though most of the time he is)
- fire element
- will be a major in NS (this i really wonder)
and also he said one thing that really got me. he said oh ya, just tell you. your boyf is NOT A WOMANIZER. HE WILL LOVE ONLY YOU AND WILL BE VERY FAITHFUL TO YOU. he wont look at girls or be interested in other girls. you can trust him 100%. treasure him,' i was totally gagged. hahaha. wow, so far he is right, but i really wonder if he will remain faithful always.oh well, my college told me fh is a rare find, and ask me find a girl like that for him too HAHA. anyway yes i know i'm lucky, and just hope it stays this way.
we'll see how true his predictions are in the future (: anyway i'm really lucky cos he charges $68 per person to see all these, and $88 for couples! so i'm really lucky cos he didnt charge me a single cent! yay! thanks mccoy! :DD
results coming soon, prepared to fail ABT and FRM alr, if i pass, i know i didnt do it on my own. if i fail, i deserve it. goodnight (:
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