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[Nov. 25th, 2009|12:25 am] |
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gg to do a random update. been rather miserable lately. argh. life sucks. cant wait for my long weekend to come. gg to IT show this week probably to buy my external hard disk. den finally i can go update to my windows 7. cant wait for my birthday to come, it gives me a reason not to be so bothered with school work. cant wait to spend my life in the same house as mr khoo, its getting harder to watch him leave each day. cant wait for my birthday dinner with him, i love crab (: cant wait for my present from him, though i think end up is his father's money. all these not important, i just cant wait to see what life holds for us in the future. getting pretty reliant on him lately.
seems like the cycle goes. in the start im v reliant on him, then it was the other way round. till now, seems like it turned back again. hahah. don know why. mayb feeling v fragile lately, just keep wanting him to be with me cos i feel v safe and warm when he's by my side. cos he doesnt make me feel unloved and ugly.
he just puts me at the top of the world. :D i love you mr khoo. (:
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| happy 19th month <33 |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|11:44 pm] |
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happy 19th month hubby! ((:
today we spent our 21st at home mostly, slacking, sleeping, watching soccer. woke up at 12.30, bee reached my house at 1 cos he woke up at 11 plus and headed to school to submit report first. then slacked at home till about 4 before finally deciding to head out to lunch.to ehub for oh ah mee suah ^^ and chicken cubes! which bee absolutely loved, he was full of praise. grabbed bbt from central and homed again. waited till bout 7 plus, fetched mum to her dinner and we headed over to TM for ajisen. then home it was again for us. liverpool vs man city second half, and slacked around after the match a little more before he left for home at 11.20. (: nice and cozy and lazy day spent at home. ^^ how i wish it could be this way forever. oh well.
yesterday had a bbq dinner to cele vera sharms and fh birthday. glad that val and vera did show up, and really grateful the did. few people got drunk silly and it was hilarious to watch. photos aint with me, will upload iff i manage to get them. tmr proj early in the morning at 8.30 and prolly some pym tuition soon from bee. LOVES~ |
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|10:19 pm] |
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and once again, my crazy mum is back. i thought things had changed for the better, but apparently it seems some things never changed. i think i would disown my family in the future. no more long essays and such, 6 years coming and yes, nothing changed. still the same crazy mum so familiar back in 2003.
self pity doesnt work anymore. im tired. i wanna quit school. im sick and tired of childish people thinking that they are left out and always pity themselves cos they think life aint working out for them.come on. there's always someone worse out there than you, and in my case i dare say that neither of you are in as bad situation as me. understand? stop feeling sorry for yourselves, dont be such a loser and just walk forward.
sometimes i wish 2012 would just come and kill my family. we'll probably be happier in heaven without each other.
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[Nov. 17th, 2009|09:22 pm] |
darlinggggggggggggggggg is at my house now doing report. ((: so cool. and i just lagged his com! LOLOLOL. loving it!
think he'll leave arround 11. latest he's ever stayed. so happy. hahaha.
YAY ME!
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| 2012 thumbs up |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|09:47 pm] |
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*/EDITED my list for birthday gifts has grown slightly longer! 5) SEMI PRO CAMERA - hahaha. no one in the right mind will get it for me, soooooooooo. just gotta save up. 6) JACKET - need a new one damn badly, might be buying one really soon! (: so i guess its not exactly a birthday wish, if i get it before my birthday! hahaha. :D today school is fine as usual. cant remember how many days didnt update, but life is just normal, nothing out of the ordinary going on. went for 2012 with classmates today. DAMN NICE! very nice, touching, thrilling and sad all packed into almost 200 minutes of movie time. PLEASE FOR HELL'S SAKE GO WATCH! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED! last part got me crying like hell, and everyone burst into applause at the end. i joined in too, its really GOOD! hahaha. don know why some people didnt enjoy it, but it definitely is one top rated movie for me! 'when people stop fighting FOR each other, that's when humanity stops' |
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[Nov. 13th, 2009|10:06 pm] |
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JIAHUI IS A HAPPY GIRL! :D
because baby bought me THIS!
loveeeeee~ thanks baby for buying this for me (: loveyou to the max max max! <333
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| to mr passerby (: |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|09:52 pm] |
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hey passerby that left so many comments on my previous post. :D this is for you. im sure you are still rwading so yupp, here goes nothing.
my boyf and i would like to sincerely thank you for once again, strengthening our relationship. i never thought this was actually possible, but you proved me wrong. (: if you enjoying doing such stupid things all the time, then we really encourage you, and yes all of you out there (because it seems every time one starts people just keep coming in), to leave your comments and feedback, so we are really willing to take in suggestions, whether they are useful or stupid or insulting.
and this message is from my boyf to you. he is very sincere, and really wants me to convey his message to you:
may god bless you. may mother mary bless you. may guan yin ma bless you. may dua peh gong bless you. gods of all kind, please really bless you. (:
takecare, friend.
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|11:10 pm] |
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TAN JIA HUI.
WAKE UP YOUR IDEA.
okay i need to start anew. (: jiayou! sorry if i had offended or hurt anyone in my posts, its not intentional, i need need a platform to rant. and after ranting im as good as new, so please forgive me oay? :D
whoo~ from tmr, exactly 1 month to E-I-G-H-T-E-E-N! cant wait man! HAHA.
hmm. for the first time i am going to write down my wishlist! ((: just for fun, since my list is like never ending!
okay here it goes..
1) SLIMMER - okay that i can only rely on myself, but that is my biggest wish! fairy please work some magic on me! -.- HAHA.
2) IPOD TOUCH - hoping that i can get daddy to buy me this, but its so ex, feel abit guilty if i ask. but hor, my 18th leh. PRAY HARD.
3) NEW LONG WALLET - i know i just got a new one! but i got so many damn cards! -.- my guess wallet bursting alr lor. hahaha. oh well, want, not a need.
4) BIRTHDAY CHALET - this one will have to hope my mum allows, hard to nego leh. ):
BUT........
i don mind if i cant get all these. ^^ cos, a simple dinner with my friends and besties would make me happier than anything else! :D sooooooooooo. just ignore the above items! hahaha. come and have dinner with me! LOL. 12 dec faster come!
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